I sometimes wonder how much of yourself you lose while pretending to be something/ someone you're not.
I get the whole fake it till you make it concept. It's pretty much worked for me my entire life. That + an unhealthy dose of denial.
Lately however, every time I'm not being true to myself, specifically in the sense of feelings, it kinda feels like part of me is closing up a little every-time.
That feeling makes me kinda nervous, the possibility of becoming emotionally detached from myself (the concept seems ludicrous) & walking around in the form of a shell of my former self, that's some scary shit.
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